What I wasted

I wasted a lot of time thinking about you,
but treasured those moments, happy and blue..

I wasted buckets of tears I shed every night,
but kept those dreams, having you by my side..

I wasted tons of emotion I kept inside,
but never did I have to hide..

I wasted all those feelings, I held, I kept,
but not those affection you shared, you left..

I wasted all hope, wishes, visions and even cue,
but one things left, memories of you, who I fell in love to..

written Jan 21, 2009 -chinkay-