Haiku

I've written a couple of Haikus, I ask PadrePio(symb) to check it because I'm new to this format I want someone who I know is familiar with such, before posting it. I never thought it would be an issue for some. I tried explaining my side, I never intended to offend other people.
I was just up to the challenge and learning those kinds of format really inspired me alot.
Oh well, moving forward. I never thought Padre would like my haikus. Subok lang kase un, I need thought of impressing him, I just wanted him to check it and tell me kung nakuha ko ng tama ung idea ng haiku. Hindi kase ko ganon ka familiar dun. But he did liked it and ask me to post it na and I did. Thanks for the challenge and help Padre. And certainly I'll keep on writing..

So heres 3 of them.. I've written about 5 haikus I think.

A stormy cold night
Flameless candle as my light
In this room I hide

***

Today I woke up
With a desire to be loved
By this selfish life

***

Dark clouds in the sky
Sign of rain, pouring anytime
Washing trace of lies

-written June 17, 2009

Thoughts - Envy

I'm hooked in facebooks applications.. makes me smile in a bad day.. I've answered this "What do people envy about you?" and heres what it says..

You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. They'd also do anything for you! People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.

Funny, a GIVING SOUL, OPEN HEART, darn I know I'm so evil harharhar.. oh well..
I;ve thought about Envy.. recently somebody tried making me look bad to people who I hardly know, I don;t know his/her real reason for it but I won't deny it it makes me furious at first but after a couple of minutes of reading about what he/she wrote about me, it just makes me laugh. It's one hell of a person doesn't really know anything about me. He/She might observed how I deal with people online but hoiw can he/she be sure about who I really am. Easy I can pretend, I can act, I can say portaite who ever I want to be online. So who cares as long as I have my dearst friends who believe in me, who's their when even ever, hell I care abut what other people think.
But of course I have my limitations, I'll give that person one more chance, one more and certainly I'll snap so good luck. I can play anybody's game and I'll make sure I'll win.

Wanderer II

Dahil marami naapektohan dito Wanderer minabuti kong sundan ang kalokohang ito.. Again, hindi po ako obit. Para iyan sa isang kaibigan, isinulat ko lang ung nakita ko sa sitwasyon niya, tama po na isang tao lang ang tinutukoy ko. Di ko sinasadya na maapektohan ang iba at makarelate sila hehehe.. kaya para sa inyo, dinugtungan ko.. [ang kulit ko rin eh noh hahaha]

Wanderer II

A dream he thought he already got
Had vanished in just a single snap
Memories that he carefully trapped
Seems vague and slowly being unwrapped

The moment his princess walked away
Saying, things are changing day by day
Nothings seems to matter as of today
Now he's breaking more than yesterday

Her sweet voice he constantly remembers
Now in his ears, is like a roaring thunder
Hearing those painful words she uttered
Makes him bleed and wounded deeper

A part of his life had gone meandering
He cannot dwell on sadness and hurting
One could only help himself to keep on hoping
Happiness is a choice that is worth keeping

The future ahead of him looked so blurry
And that's the beauty of life, one shouldn't worry
Coz he knows, it just ended in a tragic story
But now is the beginning of his new journey

-written June 05, 2009

Ménage

With a pair of bloodshot eyes
From a dark alley I hide
Trying to read each mind
As I survey people, who pass by

Then a group catches my attention
With their presence and certain action
I caught myself attentively listening
To their laughters, as if hiding something

Then suddenly I found myself in the circle
Sitting and hearing each soul's whisper
Each face masked a unique individual
In their eyes reflects a precious jewel

An unparalleled character each holds
Makes me wonder and anxious to unfold
For me to search and discover their name
How each person differs as they play a game

Each day with a prize of trust we earned
Respect to each other we have yearned
Seeing those smiles as we all gather around
Of which I vow to protect every single one

A surprise I soon recognize and uncover
I'll carry a bond of each in my heart forever
They fill the hollow part of my daily routine
Something we shared that nobody had ever seen

-written April 22, 2009

Haven't written for quite sometime, don't know busy I guess..
wala sa mood. So I checked my files, I remember this poem. Papa ask me to write a peom for him. At usually pag ang inask sakin I try to portrait that I'm the person who's asking me to write something for him/her. Kaya madalas kung hindi ko masyado kakilala ung nagask sakin may interview portion muna. I guess I read his innner thoughts through that poem.
Yan ung nagawa ko hindi ko lang alam bakit hindi pa ginagamit ni papa..hahaha..

Wanderer

A restless flight
Of this lonely knight
Hoping he would find
The happiness of his life

Every night he wonders
If its time to surrender
All those memories he gathered
Until this moment he utters

Like a dream that came true
The day he met her, he knew
She's his princess, he longed for
Until his life is through

Then she left him for someone
Telling him, he have done none
But the feelings are all gone
Coz she thinks he's not the one

Then he utters "We're better off this way,
You, letting me go and setting me free
Now, I have to go and walk away,
Even though it's breaking me."

-written April 12, 2009
madami nagrereact na friends ko na lalaki dito sa sinulat ko.. hmmm..
affected? wala na naman ako pinatatamaan dito, when I wrote this binase ko lang siya kay mikeyl.. his the one who ask me to write him a pome about him self..

Thoughts - Inggitera

I used to create my own siggy, here are some..

first siggy I made for papa

created for cf

for igol

mine

hindi ko na lagay ung iba kase madami at hindi naman ako magaling sa ganyan but my kapatid midz and aventot are expert on those.. tsak kinatamaram ko na mamood ng video sa youtube kung paano gawi ug bang tricks sa photoshop eh.. kaya nagpapagawa nalng ako siggy ko hahaha.. At dahil inggetera ko, ingit ako sa gawang siggy ni mids kila mhy at mama.. so naghanap ako ng image at nagpagawa rin sa kanya hahaha.. kaso hindi ako makapagdecide kung alin sa siggy gagamitin ko.. take a look.. pareho lang pero magkaiba ang dating..

ito ung original design nya

eto ung revised

Ang gulo ko diba pareho lang naman ung color at lights lang nagkaiba pero hindi ko alam alin dyan sa dalawa pipiliin ko, pareho maganda, pareho ko gusto pero.. hay puro pero..
Yan gnag isa sa mga problema ma ko ang tagal ko mag decide, kaya kahit sa pagshoshopping sus aabutin ako ng ilan oras para makapili, bakit? I want the best for me, kahit sino naman un ang gusto diba, pero minsan kakapili mo nagkakamali ka rin, like what happen the last time I tried buying a new shirt, kakapili ko kakapunta ko sa iba't ibang shop, ung nagustuhan ko wala na pala stock, ayun umuwi ako ng walang nabili at nauwi ang 3 hours ko sa wala.
Naalala ko sabi ng mom ko, "pag may nagustuhan ka, kumuha ka ng size mo sukat mo pag ok bilin mo na, mahirap na kase ung babalikan mo pa, ung nakita mo thinking na baka may mas maganda pa, baka mamaya wala na un pagbinalikan mo."
Alam ko may point mom ko pero minsan ang hirap basta basta gumawa ng desisyon, iniisip ko baka manghinayang o magkamali ako, pero sino ba ang hindi nagkakamali..
Siguro marami lang mga bagay na kailangan isa alang alang bago mabitiw ng desisyon at tingin ko hindi ko maalis sakin un. Ayoko naman basta basta tumalon sa dagat ng hindi ko alam kung malalim o hindi ung parteng un lalo na hindi ako marunong lumangayon..
Anyway desisyon ko sa siggy, I ask ave's opinion at ung pangalawa daw un gamitin ko so un ang ginamit ko hahaha..

Bago

Mga tuyong dahon sa puno'y nalalagas
Nadating hitik sa bunga tulad ng kamias
Ang luntiang tumatabing sa iyong landas
Ngayo'y hindi maikubli ang iniwang bakas

Isang larawang kupas sa loob ng kahon
Kapirasong papel napaglipasan ng panahon
Dati rati'y iyong tangan at laging baon
Ngayo'y alaala na lamang na iyong kinuyom

Ang banayad na dampi nang sikat ng araw
Sa pagmulat ng mata'y kadalasa'y sumisilaw
At ang sigaw ng katauhang may tinig na bahaw
Ang gumising sa kamalayang may bagong pananaw

Sa pagpatak ng bawat oras na lumilipas
Kasabay ng kalendaryong unti-unting napipilas
Ang paglisan ng haring araw sa kanluran
Ay ang pananabik sa isang bukas na inaasam

Walang makapipigil sa paginog ng mundo
Pati narin sa lahat nang sumasaklaw dito
Isang araw, sa iyong paggising ay matatanto
Ang bagay na hindi natin hawak ay pagbabago

-written April 04, 2009
my-supposed-to-be-entry#2
para sa april poem contest sa symb kaso as usual DQ ako :rofl:

Bakit Ikaw

Ilan araw at linggo ang lumipas
Minsan ma'y alaala mo hindi kumupas
Kahit ilang ulit ko pangpilitin
Ikaw parin ang nanaising mahalin

Dumating ka ng hindi ko inasahan
Nang ang puso'y hindi handang masaktan
Ngunit ikaw ay aking hinayaan
Kahit ang puso'y iniwan mong sugatan

Hindi ko ginustong lumayo sayo
At sikaping tanggalin ka sa isip ko
Ngunit bakit ikaw parin sa aking paggising
Mga alaala mong bumabalik sa akin
Hindi ko ginustong lumayo sayo

Ngayo'y mga mata ko'y lumuluha
Kahit isipin kong hindi mo sinadya
Ang masaktan ako'y di mo ninais
Ngunit heto ako tumatangis

Hapdi ng sugat sa puso ko
Bakit di ko magawang paghilumin ito
Pero nais ko lang malaman mo
Mahal kita iyon ang totoo

Bukas haharapin ko na buhay ko
Na wala ka sa piling ko
Bukas hindi na kita iisipin
Tatangapin ko nang hindi ka sakin

-written Feb 14, 2009,
unang tagalog ko na tula.. request ni mhy gagawin ata itong song meron na actually demo si kamotekid thanx

may version na si KK eto oh..
http://www.imeem.com/people/wZttaJ/playlist/CK3_b9Q3/sesc-music-playlist/
yan din soundtrip ko sa blog ngayon hehehe..

Thoughts - First and last

Just got a smart sim card yesterday..

-ewan ko ba kung paano ko napilit ni aiah para bumili ng smart sim eh forever posible user ako.. Well, ayun binili ko rin, fine unfortunately wala ko ibang phone na gagamitin chet! Ung 6630 kinuha ng kapatid ko paano nasira ung phone niya sus ung sirang 5210 ang naiwan, waaaahh at nakalock sa globe un.. susko anu ba yan.. sabi na nga ba eh kailangan ko daw talaga bumili ng bago phone, naiisip ko na un a couple of days ago, when we're joking about Jason buying a new phone in commonwelt ave hahaha. Sabi ko I want P1i or ung bago lalabas na Sony Ericsson C905 love that phone shoot! Basta bibili ako ng secondary phone ko.
Anyway so i got the sim insert it in my phone and use my globe sin on the busted 5210 mygulay.. How can I send textmessages using this, shoot! Pero aliw nung una lalo na hindi ako familiar sa smart(eversince nauso sakin ang celphone simula pa highschool ako na ginto ang presyo ng sim card-my first sim costed me 1,200 petot susko ginto!- globe user na ko) at may katek ako agad aliw.. but got tired of it nung dumating ako sa bahay mahina signal ng smart sa loob ng kwarto ko.. susme bakit nun ko lang naalala na may cellsite ang globe sa kabilang street namin kaya mahina talaga ang signal ng smart dito.. ayun wala ko narecieve na text or call pagdating ko sa house how lucky.. kaya sabi ko this is my first and last time to use this sim.

Hay mahirap talaga palitan ang nakasanayan dapat alam ko na yan, dahil isang linggo na ko hindi mapakali sa issue na yan pero, mahirap din pala ipilit ang hindi pwede.. May mga bagay na hindi talaga ukol kaya kahit anong pilit mo, umiyak ka man ng dugo dyan wala ka parin mahihita..
I tried alternatives but nothing seems to work.. I tried reaching out but it keeps on running away from me.. So, I have to let it go.. time to let go of the wheel and just see where it would bring you.. I'll just make sure I am ready no matter what..
Masyado na ko nagugulat at naguguluhan lately, so its time na siguro para wag muna magisip, sabayan ko muna ung agos baka sakaling dalin ako nito sa pampang.. kesa pagpinilit ko eh baka pulikatin ako kahit hindi naman ako marunong lumangoy..
Maraming bagay ang gumugulo sakin ngayon na biglaan, na hindi ko alam kung tama ang gagawin ko mga desisyon kaso paginisip ko ng inisip ako lang din ung mahihirapan.. Masakit sa ulo un, baka tuluyan lumala ung sakit ko sa utak hindi pa naman ako normal :lol:
I'll just keep my fingers crossed and hope that tomorrow will be better than today..
5 o' clock in the morning got a text message from Aiah she's calling my smart number, cannot be reached daw, eh pano magriring eh tinggal ko nga.. ay sus palitan naman ng sim card..

Thoughts - Toyomansi

I thought Shhh.. What's your secret? Secrets....a brilliant idea from the sick mind of Mo Twister is the only stuff that would make me laugh hard today, darnit I was wrong.. Ang dami naman kase nangengelam, lahat ba talaga ng sabihin ko issue hahaha..
Please I'm begging don't make me one hell of an evil person again, mygulay, do your self a favor dude mind your own business! If you can't say anything right, or if your not certain about things(which is obvious, na wala talaga) and if you don't even hold a single fact, just keep your f*cking big mouth shut!
I ate siomai last night the only solid food I ingest and I went crazy about it haha! So before heading home I bought 3 single orders of it hahaha! Pagdating sa bahay natulog agad ako, kakagising ko nga lang eh, tapos may nabasa agad ako pinaalala ung toyomansi na sawsawan na siomai ko hahaha!
Mga tao talaga pinapatawa ko maigi, nakakatawa ka, take note nakakatawa hindi nakakatuwa. Mangangaral nanaman ba ko? Na hindi maliit, masikip at maputik mundo ko hahaha. Kahit pa dito sa blog na ito hindi lahat ng nagyayari sakin nandito, hindi lang isa blog ko noh.. Sus, like what I always say, this blog is the part of me who wanted to open up and share. Pero meron parin malaking parte ng buhay ko ang para sa akin lang, ganon ako kadamot. Ngayon kung hindi magkasing lawak at magsinghaba ang pangunawa ko, sayo, wag mo na lang subukan arukin o hanapin ang pinto para mabuksan ang ibang parte, dahil ngayon palang sinisigurado ko hindi mo mapapasok un.
Yun lang, kakain muna ulit ako siomai na miss ko ung sawsawan, ung toyomansi at uma bagoong din dito para sa mangga ko hahaha!
Disclaimer: kung binabasa mo ito hindi ikaw yan, unless conceited ka para angkinin, sige go lang..

My Gifts: Partly Dreaming

Dreams

This fantasy I hold,
Brings cheer and joy.
In my mind I mold,
An image so coy.

I carefully keep,
This dreams untold.
Having a rem sleep,
I eagerly withhold.

Drawn in my mind,
The image of you.
In the skies above,
Seems so far but true.

Tomorrow's a new day,
Hoping as I pray.
Wishing, I'll dream of you,
Over the clouds I drew.

-written March 28, 2009
a gift for blesh, gep for nar, supposed to be about clouds but I can't seems to create a too cheerful poem, I don't know why, probably its not me.. but I was glad Nar liked it.. thanks bunso labya :kiss:

Parting

Here, I sit on the sand by the shore
Blankly, watching the sun as it goes
This cycle that has come to an end
Indication for me, to no longer pretend

We shared our lives and promise to love
Then I was taken for grated, push and shove
I never felt so empty in my whole life
Until I realize I'm alone, by your side

Don't be too complacent my dear
Remember, I may not always be here
A bubble could vanish instantly
Like patience that goes downhill quickly

I know, I have to understand
And that’s what I'm doing all the time
But how can I hold hands with just one
And with an empty space next to mine

Today I decided to end it all
It’s hard, I tell you, I feel miserable
But that’s the only way for me to live
For us not to lose the respect we built

-written April 1, 2009
a gift fro angel, gep for sizh fink, she ask me if I could write her a poem, about what recently happen in her life.. she wanted bitterness and emptiness on the poem, reflecting what had happened.. I know part of her story but according to her I interpreted her vision well, without giving me enough details.. talented? I guess not, I can relate, I just wrote my own feelings about the topic.. yes, I have my fair share on bitterness and emptiness lately, hep before anybody reacts, for the record this isn't abut my love life.. I'm in denial, yes until now I can't accept the fact that we have to move on and look for greener pasture :sigh:.. Even though I had this idea, I felt like its too soon.. hayz I'm still hoping to wake up and realize that its just a bad dream.. hopes.. :sigh:

My rainbow

My Rainbow

Color red that shines above,
Full of confidence and courage I love.
Followed by orange with cheer,
Dreamy, thoughtful and sincere.
Yellow rays of joy and happiness,
With skillful hands and intellectual prowess.
And finding green in the middle,
The center which balance the angle.
Next in line, blue trace and shine,
Its youth, confidence and strength combine.
Then this mystical borderland of wisdom,
Indigo here he comes.
All supported by violet,
The warmest and coolest.
Each color represents some one dear,
Never thought our lives will cohere.
They are the colors that are part of my life,
My rainbow after a stormy night.

each color represents one important person, just make a wild guess

Rainbow fascinates me, how on earth God let those last little droplets of water, create such a beautiful scenery, once master sun rays, hit them.. so simple yet so gorgeous.. everyone would stop and look at it.. then would make me think again, if there's really a pot of gold at the end of each..
hmmmm for me, YES there's a lot of golden chocolate coins not just at the end of my rainbow but all over it..

MOP

MOP=More Old Poems

FUNNY LIFE

I believe we write our own stories
and each time we thought we knew the end?
We don't.
Perhaps luck exists,
somewhere between the world of planning, the world of chance
and in the peace that comes from knowing that you can't just know it all.
Life's funny that way.
Yes, life is simple, you make your choices and you don't look back.
Once you let go of the wheel, you might end up right where you belong.

inspried by little black book movie written July 28, 2008


TRUTH

The acceptance of the truth that joy and sorrow,
laughter and tears, success and failure
are not confined to any particular time, place or people,
but are universally distributed and should make us more tolerant of
and more interested in the lives of others..
not to mimic, not to compare, not to envy
but instead to learn, to understand and to cope..

I've learned that to be true, I must fully accept that at this moment,
I can only be what and who I am.. No more, No less..
However, with the inevitable passing of each moment of time,
I will gradually, but surely change...
to become more or less, better or worse, stronger or weaker..
My choice is the direction of change..
It is mine alone..
The only true competition is this rivalry with my changing self..
It is the very basis of the grand eternal plan.

wala lang written July 31, 2008


DELICIOUS AMBIGUITY

I still dream of a fairy tale story for my life,
surpassing all hardships
and a happily ever after ending with my prince charming.
I’ve wanted a perfect ending.
But now I've learned, the hard way,
that some poems don't rhyme,
and some stories don't have a clear beginning, body, and ending..
That I thought I've already gone through the worst, but I was wrong.
We can never write our life story and predict the ending,
know when should be the climax,
limit the chapters and know when the dead line is.
Life is about not knowing, having to change,
taking the moment and making the best out of it,
without knowing what's going to happen next.
Delicious Ambiguity.

i love this written Aug. 26, 2008


STILL CRYING

It’s been a while..
That my wrists are crying, dark, crimson tears
They’re shedding their sadness, they’re shedding their fears
Can't you see, they’re not shedding a smile?
Last time they did that, damn its been a while
Now look at my eyes, they’re starting to flood
Don’t you notice that they are full of blood
Right down my arms, right now my cheeks
I’m not feeling whole, i actually feel weak
My body’s going numb, I’m starting to speak
Crying that isn’t over, that I’m still not free
If only you could notice, if only you could see
I never wanted this to happened
But im still suffering from the pain
Wonder when it would end..

part 2 of may first poem pain inside, written Nov. 6, 2008

Realities about Love

** Love is not enough to make a relationship work - it needs compatibility and it needs commitment.

** It just takes a moment to experience infatuation, but true love takes time. Loving or liking a person doesn't happen overnight.

** To love is to risk not being loved in return.

** Love is over-stated. Love eventually ends and you are free to love another.

** It is possible to experience true love with more than one person there are many potential partners you could be happy with.

** The right partner will fulfill many of your needs but not all of them.

** Good sex has nothing to do with true love, but making love does.

its not a poem but a reality check for me, include ko na rin, July 28, 2008

OP

OP = Old Poems, mala tulang nilulumot na sa taguan ko.. post ko ulit dito..

Dahil na tats ako kay asher yan na po rewust mo copy pase ko na lahat dito at may nagrereklamo na ang dami ko na post sa comic strip ko na ito hahaha!

PAIN INSIDE

I lay in bed at night with tears in my eyes
Trying not to cry
All this pain inside
I just want to hide
I try and try
But it won't go away
It stays locked in my heart
I feel like I'm falling apart
But i hide it deep inside
Where no one can see but me
The tears are starting
Now I'm crying
My heart is dying
But i keep trying my best
Just another night like all the rest
But the hardest part
I can’t complain
That I’m still feeling this inside me
And I know I am to blame

my first ever poem written Dec. 2004 sa sobrang tagal na hindi ko maalala exact dati. naka lagay rin yan sa FS ko..

FOR YOU, FROM ME

Somewhere along the line we lost that bond, the trust.
I miss what used to be and what was us.
The way we talk & those endless nights.
The giggles, those stories and new discoveries..
How we could always convince each other we'd be all right...
Every time one is feeling low, sad and lonely.
Knowing and learning that someone always had your back and cared.

Sharing our most intimate secrets, our own personal jokes.
No hesitations to help out if the other one was broke.
Our friendship was so special filled with happiness.
There was such a strength and not and inch of doubt.
Finishing our sentences before one could even speak.
Never get tired of each other not even after weeks.

I have barely seen you for God knows how long.
Things between you & I have changed.
And our relationship is somewhat strange.
I miss what used to be and what was us.
Time has caused for this to rust.
Enjoying our moments we were so happy.
We treasured every second we spent together.
Held onto the memories like they'd last forever.

Now you're distant from me...
And i know I'm missing you so much.
Your right, we have what we had, on the wrong time..
But I'm happy on what we kept inside our hearts.
Only time could tell what would happen next.
But I’ll keep on hoping, dreaming that someday,
Someday we’ll both say that “this is the right time..”

for someone special, my bestfriend written May 2005, summer vacation.

I DON’T BELIEVE BUT

I don't believe in ghost but I believe in life after death,
and that there is a place where we can feel true serenity..
I don't believe in hearsay instead I search for the truth and facts,
but as they say if there's smoke there's fire..
I don't believe in failure but I believe in continuously struggling to succeed,
and that we should never stop on dreaming and hoping..
I don't believe in defeat but i believe in gambling and risking,
and that one should keep on fighting for triumph..
I don't believe in fate but I believe in hard work and luck,
and that the first often leads to the second..
I don't believe in destiny but i believe in true love,
and that someday somehow, it would still be a happily ever after story..

inspire by a friend, written July 11, 2008

I WILL

I will tell you what I will do and what I will not do.
I will act the way I wanted to,

but I could also show you what you want me to.
I will forget things I have to, those who no longer matter,
one who's creating clear disparity.
I will not serve that in which I no longer believe,

whether it call itself my home.
I will try to express myself in some mode of life or art
as freely and as wholly as I can,
using for my defense the only arms I allow myself to use
— silence, exile and cunning.

may galit, joke lang hahaha written July 17, 2008

STAND UP AND SHOUT

Most of the time we try to hold our emotions,
scared to let people know what we really feel inside..
To frighten to let people learn that deep inside,
the real you wants to break loose..

There should come a time for us to stand up and shout:
"This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think,
feel the way I feel, love the way I love!
I am a whole complex package.
Take me or leave me. Accept me or walk away!
Do not try to make me feel like less of a person,
just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be
and don't try to change me to fit your mold.
If I need to change, I alone will make that decision."

When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%,
good and bad - you will be amazed
at the opportunities that life presents you...

thats me shouting written July 25, 2008

Poem Gift Giving

Asher created a new thread in symbianize, Poem Gift Giving. Nice just in time coz I just finish a poem entitle My Rainbow for my chocofam labsyu all (I'll post it soon, thanx kapatid for checking). First I want to share the Poem from asher thankz thankz "Chinks gep from asher"

Chinks

I look and see two figures
Of the same lass standing there
Staring at my direction.

The left one was dressed in black,
The right one was dressed in white,
And there was no gray in sight.

I immediately notice
These unique strangers I see
Is just a single lady

The lady that hurts or heals
And never seen in between
Only pure extremities.

She could be your best of friend
Or your worse of enemy
It’s up to you to select.

Because you could never win
If you just sit and play safe
In the strange game of her life.

And just to quote what she said;
“You know you wouldn't want it,
Want it any other way.”


An in exchange I created one for asher :wink:
a.s.h.e.r.

A knight in a clad,
So wise and grand.
Humble though his marvelous,
Exeptional, he is a geneous.
Roughly, he's great
..keep on writing mate.


And another on for memoy but I intended to create a more decent one harharhar!
Memoy

Hiyas daw kung tituring
Itong batang magiting
Walang sawa kang kukulitin
Para sa kanya iya'y lambing

Kahit saan mo siya isabak
Basta hawak ay panulat
Ika'y kanyang imumulat
Sa katotohanang hawak

I'm thinking of writing poems for all chocofam, pero di gumagana braincells ko :rofl: nakagawa na ko ng 2 para kila secret pero 4 lines lang un.. sana pwede na un ang hirap kase :giggle:
And ofcourse I'll post it here soon..

WTF!

Not really a nice day, arg! Frustrating really frustrating.. yung feeling na why-do-I-have-to-defend-my-self-if-I'm-not-doing-anything-day. Arg! darnit look my not a good liar you know, so please if you can't just simply understand just get out of my life, don't be that someone running back to tell me things(you know I would believe) then after a second crash my world again.
Wag ka pakasiguro dude, hindi ako lang nandito lang, I can even crash your would if I wanted to, wag mo ko hamunin, hindi porke alam mo na I'm-miss-always-here eh lagi ka welcome baka magulat ka pagbinagsakan kita ng pinto. Amf! your getting into nerves again gadammit!!

Isa pa ang dami mga pakealamaera sa mundo wala naman alam. Oo aminado ko pakealamera ko, pero hindi nangingialam sa buhay ng ibang tao at hindi ako malisyosa pwe! Wala ka na ba masabi at kung ano ano na inuungkat mo dyan? At wag ako banatan ng malinis, dahil hindi ako nagmamalinis, at hindi ako malinis noh. Pero hindi tayo pareho dahil hindi ko kailangan ng atensyon, hindi ko kailangan gumwa ng storya para mapansin at hindi ko kailangan pakialaman ang buhay ng ibang tao, dahil buhay ko muna ang papakialaman ko kesa may mamuna agad sakin sa pakikialam ko. Kung wala ka magawa magpakamatay ka na lang hindi ka kawalan sa mundo, pampadagdag ka lang sa populasyon alat ka!

Cycle

**naloka ko, ang hirap pala nung contest ni memoy buti hindi ako sasali ang theme is 'Perfect Stranger'.. pero gumawa pa rin ako ng version ko.. buong shift ko inisip 9hrs pero wala ko natapos.. nagmass ako kc ash wednesday.. may kasalanan ako inopen ko celphone ko during homily.. kase dun pumasok mga lines na pwede sa poem ko.. churi po.. natapos ko naman today..

Buzzing of the bees,
Breaks the silence within me.
Bringing back those memories,
Of our laughters over coffee.

You came uninvited.
Never did I expect it.
Someone who's searching.
And the other one who's longing.

Then soon we parted,
Like eclipse, it ended.
The someone I long for,
Seems too near no more.

Here in the darkness,
My life's a mess.
Alone with nothing,
With my heart still mourning.

Again we're two strangers,
Out in the middle of nowhere.
You, my almost lover.
Who left me alone, as ever.

revised edition

Buzzing of the bees,
Breaks the silence within me.
Bringing back those memories,
Of our laughters over coffee.

You came uninvited.
Never did I expect it.
Someone who's searching.
And the other one who's longing.

With you in my life, I never have to hide,
Dreams and memories of having you by my side.
These emotions, that has awakened me inside,
Never did I expect will soon subside.

But then we parted,
Like eclipse, it ended.
The someone I long for,
Seems too near no more.

Again we're two strangers,
Out in the middle of nowhere.
You, my almost lover.
Who left me alone, as ever.

-my supposed-to-be-entry.
ill just add this to our sweet corner instead..

Unbelievable: Digital Alliance

Natuwa naman ako ngayon. Hinanap ako ni psyk sa SB para sabihin na meron na daw arrangement at melody ung song na sinulat ko.

Nakakaloka first time ko magsulat ng song, usually kase poems(check http://chinkzee08.blogspot.com/) or essay lang. Sinubukan ko lang naman kase. Feb 14 nun inask ako ni mymy na magsulat ng song gusto niya tagalog, (shoot first time ulit tagalog..) noong una ang hirap wala pumapasok sa utak ko na idea, hanggan sa meron ako naisip na lines "Ilan araw at linggo ang lumipas, Minsan ma'y alaala mo hindi kumupas" tapos di ko na napasin sunod sunod na, nakagawa ako ng 6 stanza kasama ung naisip kong magandang maging chorus at bridge kung gagawin itong song.

Wala ko naiisip na melody kaya sabi ko bahala na, pinakita ko sa DA stands for Digital Alliance, an online band na nabuo sa symbianze kung saan member din ako.

Digital Alliance

Producer: Yunik
Lyrics: Shin_arnold012, Xatujan
Music: Psyknarph
Vocals: Xatujan, shin_arnold and mylene_singer
Lyrics editors: Midori and ChInKyMeLiSsE08
Graphic Artist: Midori

Meron na sila 4 song na release at makikita sa symbianize ung mga link for downloads.

Songs:
In Every Minute
Tears of a Broken Heart
Unbelievable
In Every Minute (solemn version, collaboration xat&my)
Untitled

4 pa lang pero gumagawa parin sila ng mga songs to complete an album. Ang galing partida hindi pa nagkikita mga yan, meron nasa states, ung mga nandito rin sa pilipinas wala oras para magkita, online lang lahat, ang galing (:salute: sa inyo).

Moving forward un nga sabi naman nila pwede daw pero sa dami ng nakaline up sa kanilang songs na dapat gawin, sabi ok lang magawa o hindi atleast na appreciate nila ung nagawa ko.
Kaya nun sinabi sakin na meron na naexcite naman ako, si kamotekid (isa rin sa member sa symb) ang nagarrange at naglagay ng melody salamat talaga. Mas bagay sa babae ung song so para talaga kay mymy ung kanta. Pagaaralan pa ni mymy ung song, sana marelease, sana makasama sa line up ng song nila, sana makasama sa album. Pero kahit hindi ok na sakin, nakasave na sa pc ko at celphone ung song wala na bawian. At kahit lyrics lang ung abot tenga nanaman ngiti ko, wala lang never ko kase naisip na makakasulat ako ng kanta.

Nalaman ko lang nito mga nakaraan araw na meron naman pala nagbabasa ng mga nasususulat ko, dito at sa symbinanize. Salamat sa pagaaksaya ng oras at pagdagdag ng kalyo sa hintuturo ninyo kakapindot at pagscroll sa mouse para mabasa mga sinusulat ko.
I guess maganda itong taon na ito sakin, samin(sa mga friends ko at sa DA).
Hindi ko akalain na magagawa ko ung iniisip ko lang dati.

(post ko dito ung song pag narecord na pati ung lyrics, at pati ung album once ok na lahat.)