Thoughts - Libra

Another FB application..

Very pretty, Very romantic, Nice to everyone they meet, Their Love is one of a kind, Silly, Fun, Sweet, Have their own unique sexiness, Most caring person you will ever meet! AMAZING IN BED! Spontanious, Neat, Addicted and loyal to their friends, Not the kind of person you wanna fuck with :) You might end up crying; The most irresistible, Strong, Powerful, EXTREMELY PASSIONATE!?????????????Rare to find, A great kisser, Incredibly intelligent, Most Libras are deep-thinkers, Outgoing, Lovable, Corky, Crazy, A fun-lover, Funny, Talkative, Erotic, Smart, LOVES sports, Gets what he/she wants, Loves to be in a relationship BUT, is completely happy and free if single..

Very romantic,(well I am..) Nice to everyone they meet(hindi sa lahat noh..), Their Love is one of a kind(ow well.. hmmm), Silly(pretty much, sometimes), Fun, Sweet, Have their own unique sexiness(well, well, well.), Most caring person you will ever meet!(trueness hahaha) AMAZING IN BED!(no comment) Spontanious, Neat, Addicted and loyal to their friends(very), Not the kind of person you wanna fuck with :)(try ninyo, now na para naman maiba ung trip ko, madali naman ako kauspa eh.. pero pagpumalag ako sisiguraduhin ko mananalo ako hahaha) You might end up crying(un na!); The most irresistible, Strong, Powerful, EXTREMELY PASSIONATE!?????????????(need to say more?)Rare to find, A great kisser, Incredibly intelligent, Most Libras are deep-thinkers, Outgoing, Lovable, Corky, Crazy, A fun-lover, Funny, Talkative, Erotic, Smart, LOVES sports, Gets what he/she wants, Loves to be in a relationship BUT, is completely happy and free if single ..(happy and single)

karamihan dyan totoo noh.. hahahah

Haiku

I've written a couple of Haikus, I ask PadrePio(symb) to check it because I'm new to this format I want someone who I know is familiar with such, before posting it. I never thought it would be an issue for some. I tried explaining my side, I never intended to offend other people.
I was just up to the challenge and learning those kinds of format really inspired me alot.
Oh well, moving forward. I never thought Padre would like my haikus. Subok lang kase un, I need thought of impressing him, I just wanted him to check it and tell me kung nakuha ko ng tama ung idea ng haiku. Hindi kase ko ganon ka familiar dun. But he did liked it and ask me to post it na and I did. Thanks for the challenge and help Padre. And certainly I'll keep on writing..

So heres 3 of them.. I've written about 5 haikus I think.

A stormy cold night
Flameless candle as my light
In this room I hide

***

Today I woke up
With a desire to be loved
By this selfish life

***

Dark clouds in the sky
Sign of rain, pouring anytime
Washing trace of lies

-written June 17, 2009

How

How dark is black
If one can't see
Through a child's eyes
So blissful with glee

How warm is a hug
For a lonely orphan
Longing to be loved
And cherished by someone

How loud is the silence
In this crowded room
If no one listens
In any of the tune

How painful is the wound
With no bloodstains
Instead, traces of tears
From the eye remains

How someone can be so cruel
Not to understand at all
How can selfishness rule
Inside somebody's soul

-written June 05, 2009

Thoughts - Me?!

God I got this from FB again.. its so true.. it so me.. mygolly..

What does your birthday say about you?

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

This is so me.. Every single one, this is so me.. "calm and cool" - well I am, "concerned and detailed" - details? ask me haha, "loves to look for information"-chismosa in short haha, "understanding" - thats the thing, minsan feeling ko ako lang ang umiintindi but people don't understand me :(, "secretive" :whistle:, "hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings" - true I won't show how I feel or even tell what I'm thinking, I hold back most of the time.

Thougths - A Match

Again because I'm so addicted to FB lately..
Daming application ang nakakaaliw.. kaloka eto pa isa..
The perfect match test

Result

Libra: Compatible with: Leo, Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius

Incompatible with: Scorpio, Capricorn, Pisces, Taurus, Cancer, Virgo

Variable: Libra, Aries

Funny, ang madalas naiinvolve sakin eh Pisces, Scorpio at Virgo. Malang kaya hindi nagwowork or war of the worlds and tema.. totoo nga kaya ito? But I know I possess Librans description, qualities, attitude ect.

Thoughts - Envy

I'm hooked in facebooks applications.. makes me smile in a bad day.. I've answered this "What do people envy about you?" and heres what it says..

You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. They'd also do anything for you! People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.

Funny, a GIVING SOUL, OPEN HEART, darn I know I'm so evil harharhar.. oh well..
I;ve thought about Envy.. recently somebody tried making me look bad to people who I hardly know, I don;t know his/her real reason for it but I won't deny it it makes me furious at first but after a couple of minutes of reading about what he/she wrote about me, it just makes me laugh. It's one hell of a person doesn't really know anything about me. He/She might observed how I deal with people online but hoiw can he/she be sure about who I really am. Easy I can pretend, I can act, I can say portaite who ever I want to be online. So who cares as long as I have my dearst friends who believe in me, who's their when even ever, hell I care abut what other people think.
But of course I have my limitations, I'll give that person one more chance, one more and certainly I'll snap so good luck. I can play anybody's game and I'll make sure I'll win.

Thoughts - Interesting

I'm into facebook lately and manage to check out fun applications there. I tried this "What "Periodic Element" are you? Which will tell your personality base on the questions and give you the Element equivalent. The result..

You are strong in character, emotions, ethics and physically. People who know you believe you are reliable and steady. You say what you mean and you will follow through with it because you weighed the positives and negatives of the commitment before you even said yes. Life may though difficulties your way but you are able to cope with them because of your strength..

hmmm.. interesting coz its true.. I say what I mean and will follow through, strong character and firm. A friend's description who I spoke with earlier is exactly as that.
Nice..

Wanderer II

Dahil marami naapektohan dito Wanderer minabuti kong sundan ang kalokohang ito.. Again, hindi po ako obit. Para iyan sa isang kaibigan, isinulat ko lang ung nakita ko sa sitwasyon niya, tama po na isang tao lang ang tinutukoy ko. Di ko sinasadya na maapektohan ang iba at makarelate sila hehehe.. kaya para sa inyo, dinugtungan ko.. [ang kulit ko rin eh noh hahaha]

Wanderer II

A dream he thought he already got
Had vanished in just a single snap
Memories that he carefully trapped
Seems vague and slowly being unwrapped

The moment his princess walked away
Saying, things are changing day by day
Nothings seems to matter as of today
Now he's breaking more than yesterday

Her sweet voice he constantly remembers
Now in his ears, is like a roaring thunder
Hearing those painful words she uttered
Makes him bleed and wounded deeper

A part of his life had gone meandering
He cannot dwell on sadness and hurting
One could only help himself to keep on hoping
Happiness is a choice that is worth keeping

The future ahead of him looked so blurry
And that's the beauty of life, one shouldn't worry
Coz he knows, it just ended in a tragic story
But now is the beginning of his new journey

-written June 05, 2009

Thoughts - My life

I just can't find time to write. I have this pending part 2 poem that I can't seems to finish. I know I'm busy for a couple of weeks now but when ever I'm thinking about my schedule.. hmmm.. how do I manage to keep on writing before even though I got load of things to do as well.. Is it my task or I just can't find any inspiration or its just me.. I usually write about my self so why am I "somekindaloosing" time for it.

Heres the list of my window and tabs on my computer desktop at work.. (links) and I manage to check each and evertime, well I have to..
1. CAP
2. VKB Hardware
3. VKB 360
4. 4 word documents (service, logs, templates, troubleshooting)
5. msn mail (I send emails a lot, every second whew!)
6. Loisse's outlook
7. 3 Excel files (schedule, ACD, tracker)
8. An ebook (depende what book I wanted to read if I could)
9. Google hehehe
10. Symbianize (if i have time :lol:)
11. notepad (I use for writing my kalokohan)
[ill attach a screen shoot tom. ill printout my office desktop so ull see the idea]
Whew! thats the reason why my office pc hangs a lot.. hahahaha.. but those are what I do while informt of my pc at work.. while I hold tons of papers if my jogging around ELJ's 6th floor to do printing, photo copying, signing papers, talking to RTA, talking to loisse, to coy, to ceejay or to somebody else hahaha.. busy huh..

At home.
1.Yahoo msg
2. Symbianize
3. msn mail (I have to keep track)
4. Facebook
5. Reastaurant city (FB)
6. Farm toen (FB)
7. Blogger
8. Deviantart
9. mybrute
10. mediafire
11. photobucket
12. google
13. mydocs

Whew! I multitask? Certainly, a talent I learned from working ina callcenter and having home and office pcs as my buddies hehehe..
oh well I guess I just have to manage my time for me to hae time in writing..
hhmmm...

My life

In a dark hole I dive
Not knowing what's inside
This time I wont elide
In my mind I must survive

I know I must be strong
Even if, things goes wrong
Now, here is where I belong
Something I'm willing to hold on

A very unpredictable cycle
This enigmatic life I handle
Simple, bald but unusual
My so-called life I fondle

-written June 04, 2009